SO YA HAD A BAD DAY

SO YEAH I HAD A BAD DAY. NOT JUST ONE BUT TWO THIS WEEK. MY FIRST BAD DAY WAS TUESDAY WHEN I PLEAD GUILTY TO MY DRUG CHARGES. TALK ABOUT A FUCKED UP BAD DAY THAT WAS. THANK GOD I HAD MY CURRENT BOY FRIEND AND MY EX/BF SLASH BEST FRIEND WITH ME. IT WAS HORRIBLE. WHAT A FUCKING NIGHTMARE TO STAND THERE IN FRONT OF THE JUDGE WHILE HE EXPLAINS EVERY RIGHT I WAS ABOUT TO LOOSE BY PLEADING GUILTY. I WAS SO SCARED AND SAD ON THE STAND I WAS SWEATING BULLETS. MY LAWYERS HAD TO KEEP GIVING ME WATER.. FUCK IT REALLY SUCKED. THEN THEY GAVE ME A SENTENCING DATE OF SEPT. 19TH... AGAIN HOW FUCKED... THATS MY DADS BIRTHDAY... I MEAN HELL HE ALL READY LOST ONE SON ON CHRISTMAS EVE NOW ANOTHER ON HIS BIRTHDAY.. FUCK THAT.. I WILL GET THAT CHANGED. MY LAWYERS SAID I DID VERY WELL ON THE STAND SO WHO KNOWS.. MY BOYFRIEND AND JOSH BOTH WERE SHOCKED HOW SERIOUS AND INTENSE THE ENTIRE PROCESS WAS. TO TOP IT ALL OFF MY LAWYERS INFORMED ME AFTERWARDS THAT I SHOULD HAVE ACTUALLY BEEN ARRESTED THAT DAY DUE TO THE FACT I WAS PLEADING TO CHARGES THAT CARRY A 20 YEAR SENTENCE. OMFG!!!! CAN YOU IMAGINE ME GETTING ARRESTED, THEN AND THERE , AND MY PARENTS NOT BEING THERE TO SAY GOOD BYE? WELL I DIDNT GET ARRESTED THANK GOD. AFTER COURT WE HAD A NICE DINNER AT THE RAIN FOREST CAFE AND WENT HOME . I AM SO THANK FULL AND GREAT FULL I HAVE A BOYFRIEND THAT WAS THERE FOR ME AND MY BEST FRIEND WHO DROVE FROM BAKERSFIELD THERE WITH ME.. I LOVE YOU BOTH.

MY SECOND BAD DAY WAS YESTERDAY WHEN MY DAD FOUND OUT HE HAD PROSTATE CANCER. WTF CAN MY FAMILY EVER GET ANY GOOD NEWS? MY DAD HAS SURVIVED LUNG CANCER FOR 4 YEARS. NUMEROUS HEART CONDITIONS AND NOW FUCKING THIS. GOD DAMN! GOOD NEWS IS HE CAUGHT THIS EARLY LIKE HIS LUNG CANCER AND IT SHOULD BE TREATABLE. THANK GOD. WELL THIS IS ALL IM GOING TO WRITE NOW.. IM GOING TO GO BACK AND LISTEN OVER AND OVER TO THE SONG " SO YOU HAD A BAD DAY". BECAUSE RIGHT NOW THATS HOW MY LIFE IS GOING. WELL MINE AND MY FAMILIES. HOPEFULLY THIS WEEKEND WILL REJUVINATE US ALL AND WE CAN FINALLY " HAVE A GOOD DAY". SORRY ABOUT THE CAPS, THE SPELLING, AND THE GRAMMER IN THIS BLOG, BUT YOU KNOW "IM HAVING A BAD DAY". PEACE OUT- JAMIE



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