OPTION NUMBER 2

 WELL AFTER MUCH SOUL SEARCHING I HAVE CHOSEN OPTION NUMBER 2. FROM MY LATEST BLOG "DEAL OR NO DEAL". WHAT WAS THE DECIDING FACTOR? WELL I GOT A CALL FROM THE RED CROSS THIS MORNING . THEY SAID THEY HAD AN OPPORTUNITY FOR ME. THAT OPPORTUNITY WAS TO BE A PROJECT MANAGER IMPLIMENTING A NEW CREDIT CARD BASSED CLIET ASSISTANCE PROGRAM. BEING IN BAKERSFIELD AND NEW ORLEANS FOR SO MANY WEEKS I HAD EXCELLENT KNOWLEDGE OF HOW THESE CARDS WORK AND THE COMPUTER PROGRAMS AND SYSTEMS NEEDED FOR THEM. SO I'LL BE TRAINING THE ENTIRE CHAPTER ON HOW TO USE THE SYSTEM AND THE CARDS. I ALSO WILL BE MANAGING THE ENTIRE PROGRAM. SO DRIVING HOME IT DAWNED ON ME. I AM NOT A FUCK UP, I AM NOT THIS EVIL PERSON, I AM VERY GOOD AT EVERY JOB I DO AND I AM ALWAYS WELL LIKED WHERE EVER I GO. SO IF I HAD CHOSEN OPTION NUMBER 1, THE JUDGE WOULD NOT HAVE GOT TO HEAR ANY OF THIS. HE WOULD NOT GET TO HEAR HOW I AM A GREAT SON, AN AWESOME RELATIVE, NEIGHBOR, CO WORKER, ECT.. THE JUDGE WOULDNT GET TO HEAR FROM THESE PEOPLE EITHER BEFORE HE MAKES HIS DECION. THE JUDGE WOULDNT HAVE GOT TO HEAR ABOUT MY ADDICTION THAT GOT ME IN THIS MESS. SO I SAID FUCK IT, THE JUDGE AND THE WORLD, NEEDS TO SEE THE REAL ME THAT MOST OF YOU KNOW IS THERE. SO I AM TAKING A RISK AND CHOOSING OPTION 2. IN THE NEXT 3 MONTHS I WILL BE ASKING FOR MORE AND MORE FROM YOU MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY. I WILL BE NEEDING LETTERS OF SUPPORT FROM YOU FOR THE JUDGE. I WILL BE HOPING THAT ALOT OF YOU GUYS CAN APPEAR AT MY SENTENCING HEARING TO SHOW THAT I HAVE FULL SUPPORT OF MY FAMILY, FRIENDS, AND COMMUNITY. IF ONE DAY OUT OF YOUR LIFE CAN HELP MAYBE JUST TAKE 6 MONTHS OR EVEN A YEAR OFF MY SENTENCE I THINK IT WILL BE AN AWESOME THING AND I WILL FOREVER BE GREATFULL TO YOU. SO I'LL KEEP YA POSTED ON WHAT I WILL NEED AND WHEN THE HEARING WILL BE. THANK YOU FOR YOUR CONTINUED SUPPORT